Crickets, crickets....

I'm going nuts waiting to see if we're IN this month!  Our 12th anniversary is on Sunday and I'm hoping that my anniversary gift is a picture of a little brown-eyed bundle.  I haven't slept well the past few nights, and when I do I dream about her!  I dream about getting the call, our first moments together, coming home as a family, etc...  It's all-consuming right now and the longest labor I've ever experienced!  I've given birth without pain meds., with Pitocin on top of that...twice!  But, this baby has definitely been the longest and hardest labor this momma' has experienced!  I feel such peace that this is the final addition to the Perry home so I really am trying to enjoy every minute of this journey.  I have worried that I'll feel different about her than my other two girls, but I can tell you that as I get closer and closer to the moment, I am falling madly in love!  It's amazing how you can love a little bundle you've never met.  Although she's not growing in my tummy, my heart sure is swelling because she's "growing like a weed" in there!  Hopefully my next post will say...."we're in"!!